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hey Guys

hey guyz!! do you remember me? if you dont....well you suck!! hehe, just kidding sorry.


its been a long long time. oh, this blong has a little changed! there are some new fonts! its kinda cool. .....hmm.......dont know what i should speak first.

i think ive changed alot. i, in 2005 r 2006, was happier person than i....dont know why but all the thoughts that i had been having have all changed.its really hard to explain what exactly it is. i was more hopeful and, ahhhhh,,,well,,,,its really hard....

anywayz, i think i am much more darker person now. not so happy anymore.but this is me, you kno? People have two personalities ( or two"sides").like, i am sometimes a really kind, poweful, cheerful, beautiful, person.but othertimes, you know im just a ugly, dark, negative, quiet person....


do you guys in Japan know Emo? ( this blog is NOT only for all of my Japanese friends, but i was just wondering so im asking for my Jpnese friends. im sure my friends in USA or in UK know that the emo is....!)

anyways now im EMO.

Happy New Year!!

heyy there guyzzz Happy new Year to all!!!!! actually im now in usa but my heart is in Tokyo!!! here Cali is so warm and having lovelyyy weather...
mwah<33333 and thanks for all your coming to my blog. im proud my having japanese blog...hehe :P anyways love u all!!

xx PG

im back !!

I'M BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!
みんなひさしぶり！！PGよ。最近みんなどう？　日本に今きてるの！！
やっぱりHarajukuとしぶやはいいわねーーー；）
今日はなんでPGが日本語をしゃべれるかおしえてあげるわ！

わたしはAmericanだけど　前に何年か日本にすんでいたの！
私のDadのbusinessでね。
だからPGは日本語もしゃべれるのよ！　

but,you know, japanese is the difficult language for us.cause there are so many ways to explain the mean. like, when you want to say "Why",
english has two words. "Why?" or "How come?". but hey, how about japanese? I'm sure japanese has at lease three words, right?
"なんで”、”どうして”、”なぜ”. see? and also, if you wanna learn japanse, you have to study "hiragana" and "katakana" and　a chinese charactor!

だから日本ごがしゃべれて書けて読める私は最高！！でしょ？

でもね、日本人の女の子とかって本当にSweeeeetだって思うわ。
Americaの女の子とかってみんなbitchなところがあるの。もちろん。私もね。
そして日本人の女のこがsweetな理由として、誰かに嫌われることをおそれてるとおもうの。

でも、これだけはいわせてね、わたしはちっとも嫌われるのがこわくないし
好かれたいなら嫌われなきゃ！！！！

If you feel like being hated by someone.....that means someone jelous you!!!!!!! that's pretty cool huh?

but, hey. being bitch is not so bad? its awesome!!!hehe

and i didint think that japanese girls talk about sex so much.right?

okay lets talk about it another dat.have a nice weekend ,byebye!!!

LOVE U

Dearest J
hey do u kno that i have always loved u.
do u kno that theres no one like me.
do u kno how i love u.

i only speak the truth to me.
i love you, yes, i need you , you think im stupid to write like this
but i miss you , and i want to meet u as soon as possible.

i don kno what you think of me, mybe you think im just a girl
but you kno? theres no beautiful and sexy and perfect girl like me.

and i hope you notice that how i love you and how i think of you

kiss me and think of me, and love me and let me be your gf
thats all i ask of you

i was fool

why did i fall in love with you? and what did i expect for anything?
hes gone. its over. i feel i dont want to anything. i just sleep.
over. why?why did he tell a lie? and, why did he talk to me and say such
the beautiful words? why?

i was fool

why did i fall in love with you? and what did i expect for anything?
hes gone. its over. i feel i dont want to anything. i just sleep.
over. why?why did he tell a lie? and, why did he talk to me and say such
the beautiful words? why?

lucky guyz

im gonna tell ya some good things. my friends learning japanese all sayz
that Japanese is too difficult to learn, but if we got it it will be your strongest trump. so im now gonna tell you how lucky you guyz are. me either,cause i can speak and know japanese too. so im lucky.yay

well , you have such a wonderful trump, so dont miss it,and get it, but i dont think you need study more about japanese cause you can already speak japanese ,also you can write. its right huh?how about studying another languages? if you do so,youll get more awesome things you never experienced. sounds great huh? pg

sweet kisses

all we need is sweet kisses



how beautiful. doncha think so? n thx 4 secret comments.

xoxo PG

guyz

みんな、久しぶりの日本語よ：）　めったにつかわなくてごめんねー
めんどうくさいのが少し本音かしらねーlol
ちょっとPGには色々あって、みんなの事をきくのを忘れていたわ。

みんなCoolなsummer vacationを送っている？PGはやることがおおすぎて
時間がたりないくらいよ。

日本の夏はむしあついってきいたからきをつけてね
もしかしたらあたしも日本にむかうかもしれないから！


xoxo PG　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　

i dont know how to,,,,,

hey guyz ! im sorry for being late.... i have some news.
i was f**kin BORED,,,,but it happened sudden

do u guyz remember D ?okay.....to tell da truth, im still in love with him. but i dont know what he thinks at all seriously. this is the first time to have such a bad felling.am i really in love with him? i know that there re always another hot guyz around me,but im just like,,"and, so what?"

can u believe it? D is hot,but,you know, he isnt so handsome or sexy guy,,,,but he has something that is special. i dont know what it is,,,,,,.

he is the guy who doenst show me his feelings.you know , ive never had such a feeling!!! i cant stop thinking of him. i dont know why...i'd been thought that it isnt embarrasing or,,hard to say," i love you" because the feeling that i had wasnt the real one. but now, how hard to have a feeling like this and say the words " i love you". ive just known that for the first time because this is the real one i think.

omg,,,what happend to me? why cant i stop thinking of him? why he?
where is i who used to like the guyz like models of aberfitch or hollister?
why he? why D? and why im put to annoyance?
and i dont really know what hes thinking of me. he said such a amzing
beautiful word to me, but now hey ,where are you? was it a lie?

i dont care even if youare with another girl sexy, but i just wnat you to look at me while you are with me. why are you so pupular? is that what youve been wanted for a long time? and what the hell where i should go and do?and what the hell do you want?

where are you? where is your heart?

tell me, how i know you? hey, just look at me and gimme your love

thats all i want.